Wednesday, September 10, 2008
horribly off schedule
and i will type this in seven minutes so i can do my QT at the time i promised God to do!
i love my family.
and i'm proud to be part of the anomalous, peaceful, homely people without an ounce of teenage angst. unlike the renegades who proudly boast in how anti-establishment, freely use vulgarities and how much they hate some random family member.
no i am different! and today's random post-Dad's birthday celebration talk further confirmed that.
i got a few insights.
1. my brother is an ingrate! he chose a card which insinuated that daddy was a cranky old man who didn't speak sense. hello look who's talking
2. my family is highly concerned about my future including university,scholarship,courses which was the main focal point of the discussion. no conclusions,except that
3. life is hard. seriously. who manages to get anywhere without money?money money money. which means as my mother says i have to trust God .which i have consciously been reminding myself to do this period. because if the exam questions are manageable i get puffed up a bit before i tell myself i don't want to fall and hence i must rely on God and stop thinking i'm good! which is usually not the case. on contemplation, today's SEA was a flop!regardless of the fact that i knew how to do qn 2 and 3.but then again everyone did. and maybe the intellectuals in the history department will differ with me
4. life is hard. really.
5. it's meaningful talking with your family:D:D even though from6.00 onwards i haven't been working at all! had a very good dinner-Aston's!in honour of my dad's birthday
6. my family sticks to conventional and unconventional practices. it's quite sad but because i'm growing older these things get more like mundane routine, but i guess if you can't think of anything else to do to celebrate birthdays at least putting in the effort to recreate routine is still very demonstrative of love!
7. we don't mince our words in this family. except for the most part in family disputes, when i don't actually cause them,i'm more of like...ASEAN and UN CONVENTIONS! because i just exist, and provide a platform for peaceful arbitration that ultimately i don't want to use and the parties involved avoid because they have to settle it between themselves anyway. when i'm not rude, i'm really nice:D:D grins grins.
8. my mother is wasting no time in trying to fatten me up with food. but it's not like i want to eat it . i look for extra food. GRAHHH. i wish i could create something that i can ingest to absorb all the unwanted nutrients and fat and carbohydrates and destroy them like white blood cells and viruses.
9. i'm overtime.
10. i'm filling up my study time and life with pop music. i like pop music, all you anti-establishment people who see mainstream as mediocre!
11. it's not over...but at least the end is imminent so this is the beginning of the end!and i'll look back and say, how much you've grown candice! snigger. okay maybe.
CANDICE! â¥
10:23 PM
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