Sunday, August 10, 2008
sometimes i think God doesn't want to give me the miracles. The mindblowing, heartstopping miracles other people experience. like being touched by the Spirit, resurrection, supernatural gifts.
today i was proven wrong!and hence i must blog about it so i'll be sure and i'll remember and hopefully you will too, whoever you are!
so the story starts with me exhibiting my lack of direction and cluelessness and horrible tendency to be late by taking 147 to the stop opposite the s'goon bus interchange! so it totally doesn't go there. and i only realized it after it went past the stop i wanted to get down at and the worse thing was, i've taken that bus at least 50 times before already. x.x
so i walked back to the stop of my desire and as life oft deals you unexpectedly annoying stuff, 81 promptly zoomed past before me and it was too far for me to run x.x
so i prayed and prayed for a miracle. 1. my bus will come 2. i'll be in time for tuition 3. i'll get a seat without problems! because class is filled with people making last ditch attempts at salvaging their economics, like i was last term.
so because miracles are miracles i experienced all the above! with an added bonus of not being caught in the drizzle :D
so, as we've been learning so far, God is the God of not only big things, but small things as well! and it's the small things that really get our goat so it's very important. so i'm happy! i hope more of such things happen:D
another epiphany occured on the way home, on 81 again!
i was reading my notes and i lifted my eyes up to see a pair of really gorgeous legs in front of me. so i lifted my eyes up further to look at Miss Leggy's face. (in case she's really pretty and then i'll get angry and jealous!) so er, she truly isn't Miss Singapore material and all. so i felt rather appeased. because God is fair! let's take Miss Universes out of the equation, along with artistes and models. In the first place, they all have some defect and an army of doctors, makeup artistes, coaches, managers and stylists to cover up the visible ones. so because God is fair you have stunning legs and not so stunning looks. then for the average people like me you have average intelligence and average looks and thunder thighs. so you're not bad, but you're not the best. for a moment i thought i'd rather be breathtakingly stunning instead of my not here not there self but sigh. i guess someone has to have the multiplying pockets of lard all over/thunder thighs to make the people with fat free bodies and pretty legs feel good about themselves.
! no i must eat my own medicine. but i really can't and !! i hate this.
i think it's because i receive very few compliments X(
sad me.
yesterday i got rather pleased inside although i rolled my eyes at my mother when she smiled weirdly at me and i said' what! o.o' and she said'you look so cute today!' and i went 'err...'
she hasn't said that in years so i'll remember.
must be because of my cute rm 2.50 white star necklace. it has 8 stars. the 5 stars of singapore(democracy peace justice equality progress) plus me,and me. and me.
shucks i just realised i compliment myself so much because nobody compliments me. but everyone knows it's a joke. i.e. not true. self-deprecating fun.
i want waiting for my rocket to come by jason mraz. gimme! compliment me!:D
CANDICE! â¥
11:27 PM
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