Tuesday, May 20, 2008
hm.
everything is heating up nowadays
after the very idyllic vesak day i spent being an ORGANIDLER(organiser+idler! get it?) or watching tv or eating
i finally realised today the amount of work i need to do if i am to go for the church camp with a peaceful heart and a sound mind.
then again, faith is nothing if it doesn't cost us.
so, i should be concentrating on gp! i really want to go and do tutorial s3. HA.HA.HA.
but the law of the harvest says that whatever you sow you shall reap so i shall concentrate on gp now since, however you look at it, it's last minute work X.X
then again, i've been faithfully reading the papers for...quite long. life section first no doubt! we'll die if we hit the weighty stuff first
:(
i hate decisions. and points of uncertainties. i know that after this i'm going to come out stronger and surer and closer to Him but it's...i'm tired of thinking and deliberating. i wouldn't mind having a whole day to sort things out but i don't mind if i discover signs and answers as i go through this month.
in india there was an average of 16 suicides a day! over academic stress
and today some concerned mother wrote to the forum to complain about a math paper of astronomical standards and how it discourages students and stifles curiousity and the desire to learn
life gets harder! i wonder how it'll be like as an adult.
and the thing about Our Town's third act and treasuring every moment - at this point of time who is really living the life they desire? maybe we make do and maybe things get better
ISAIAH 46:4 I HAVE MADE, AND I WILL BEAR; EVEN I WILL CARRY, AND WILL DELIVER YOU.
i think it seems almost decadent and heinous to grouse about stress now when you consider that people in sichuan and myanmar are too traumatised and distraught and starving.
God's always there! and happier days are coming, i hope.
the antecedent of my dean's list worthy gp grade is making me fearful that i cannot repeat the miracle of before but maybe this is yet another test of faith. i've tried! and i prayed! i will believe.
this post is almost schizophrenic like
anyway even though this line is really not representative of the play i got a nice jolt from hearing it. it reminded me of happy times i used to have and extra curricular things i learnt from reading phyllis reynolds naylor's Alice series.because the exact same two lines appeared in it.
'I love you! I need you!'
why do impactful words come in threes?
oh and another thing about threes. i think i posted this before. but i saw something that confirmed my amateur anthropological thesis that in a group of three female friends one is comparably fleshier. i noticed it since primary school. and yes there are exceptions but in my eyes that is how things normally work out!
CANDICE! â¥
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