Thursday, February 28, 2008
wah technology is so irritating!
i'm in a ruminating mode because of GP X(
michelle summed up my feelings today in "I don't know how to study for GP"
but nevertheless being the highly motivated, hardworking, committed, dedicated rafflesian that i am i will press on blindly.
oh and michelle you'll be fine!:D really we all will be.
just that, i don't want to score 2/8 for AQ it is exasperating and defeating.
no but we shall go back to technology! the internet is such a huge distraction to the highly motivated hardworking committed dedicated GP student who is trying to prepare possible points for essays . and it fosters voyeurism.because i just sidetracked and went to look at other people's blogs even though at the beginning i told myself no i'm not going to turn on my modem i will do ESSAY OUTLINES! no but you know how things are going already. i'm being narcissistic and blogging.
i am totally amazed by my own apparent lack of emotion. life is still going on as normal for me and maybe a whole lot of other people, but wouldn't it be more normal for us to be somewhat worried or fearful about the terrorist escapee? last last year when some gangster disappeared with a gun in MY area i thought it was such a joke too. maybe we trust in our government and ironically our supreme standards of security a lot. or too much.
ahh anyway the gp test will go on tomorrow, terrorist or no terrorist so yah. but i think given that he's not that dumb, he probably prepared his own escape plan and maybe even arranged for people to pick him up/smuggle him out.
but even so it's okay i still like singapore lots. i like the straits times even though kung says it's a joke. that's quite mean. it's our (only) national newspaper! and there's a whole lot of articles i've been ripping out this few days - it makes me feel sad that there's so much going on in the world and i only know so little!
but then again people say ignorance is bliss. why? because the world is full of dark and scary people. i'm only seventeen plus plus plus . i used to think the ugliness of the world becomes more apparent only when teen ceases to be a suffix for your age group but lately this has ceased to be true!
:(
life has lots of problems. i really wish people were more innocent. which seth supports! haha.
and i wish i'm super duper talented. then i can participate in lots of sideline activities like learning how to bake american and oreo cheesecakes and drumming and dancing and driving!
and now that i'm nearing 18...the demands and direction of my future is so much more pressing!
growing up is heartwrenching!
things were so much better in the past -my brother and i were very close. but i just flared up at him for disrupting my nap and now he's off to camp in GASP! I JUST REALISED! BUKIT TIMAH! dear police and gurkhas of singapore please with God's blessings capture the runaway now!
hai. and now my brother is like some porcupine.
but i still must be thankful for something today! Dear God thank you for the rain it was very cold and nice-smelling. and thank you for...keeping us safe today.
CANDICE! â¥
8:50 PM
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