Thursday, November 29, 2007
as of now i'm listening to mighty to save :D
and looking at health insurance policies because my mum asked me to.
and then i suddenly thought of whether christians should get insurance at all.
all the above blends in pretty well.
God is almighty and in Him there is already a gurantee of eternal life and providence.
so after doing research i realized insurance is actually necessary! because it's not something to prolong life here, it's planning ahead and is an action to provide for your family which God says is necessary anyway! and my research gave the example of Joseph advising the pharaoh to store up grain for Egypt. which to me is really mindblowing because 1. that's insurance, BC. and 2. the Bible really has everything you need to know about life yay praise God!
so in sickness we don't have to worry, God WILLWILLWILL care for us and bless us and when we're done with our business here we have a life that is crisis free heartbreak free stress free noise free worry free anxiety free crime free and et cetera life with Him :D
that's nice to know
i sort of got this same kind of blissful and radiant feeling after watching enchanted with cheryl and christina and jeanne ytd. i truly felt after the movie that despite all the cynical and sarcastic views people have about reality someday my TRUE LOVE will arrive! and then we can share what enchanted advocates: the power and beauty of holding on to your dreams and true love's first kiss mwahaha
then i had dinner and following after, dessert at swensens! whew! the stuff there is super good! i feel rather sad that i only discovered ben and jerry's and andersen's this year. and haato hazelnut icecream. my family has a VERY low food hipness quotient. up till now i haven't tried carls jr leh i'm starting to pity myself X.X and i haven't tried cedele and secret recipe and gloria jean's cheesecakes even though i keep ogling at them whenever i pass by. rawr. it's okay since i am not a hedonist! but then back to swensens' i got the same blissful feeling i experienced after watching enchanted and finding out that the Bible has everything after eating their sizzling apple crumble thing and sticky chewy chocolate and coit tower and calamari and fries, with amy and cheryl and christina and jeanne and jessica and seth and yujin and ashley and james and malcolm and esmond and daryl and eliel and sherwyn and alvin. whew that was a very long sentence but then i feel so blessed to discover people like these who are real and funny and for lack of a better word, nice. rj is BLEARGH times infinity!
someone please save money with me to eat at carousel which apparently has a mega buffet spread and 3 dessert counters whoo!
i feel like being my pillow today and just spending my whole day sprawled on my bed. but then time keeps like, pushing past me as it rushes forward into a black hole. whoa i feel so lit-ish but ahhh november is ending someone stop time now i don't wna be j2...
life is such a blur. i realized ytd that i didn't get selected for the smu intercultural communication course and i'm so....dissappointed even though i kept telling myself as i walked towards my moment of truth that God is always there and not to get my hopes up since the fall would be greater but then...i think i dealt with it pretty well i only teared for a while when i got home. hai. that's another item to add to things i didn't get into. like rp3 and isle and the moe pre-u scholarship thing and orientation(i don't really care now anyway) and aiya heck. i told myself that too and that maybe God wanted me to focus on my studies but then a pile of sludge can get the same end of year results i did. what i really want to know is why i fell short of all of their requirements? i don't know at all...and sometimes i think it has something to do with someone whose name starts with t and ends with n. RAHH.
i don't like this world very much even though there's swensens and my friends because it takes so much to give yourself a good looking piece of paper which is your passport to greater things and beyond when in the end you're not going to be some multitrillionaire in heaven. maybe you will, but everyone else will be as well. this quest to be outstanding has no meaningful results. i would like very much to be the kind of person pastor dave calls 'disgustingly rich' and who gives generously and passionately to the church but to get there - one of the obstacles would be the SATs which has a long weird registration process and alot of preparation and so much competition X.X
i wish someone would bring me to andalasia now so i can spend my whole life making glorious clothes with bunnies and squirrels.
CANDICE! â¥
12:39 PM
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