Tuesday, August 28, 2007
please infer that i'm bored, sombre, feeling grey and i want to get away from this place and i want to be held without a care in the world.
and the second photo is of me, 2007 version 2.
cos i cut my hair again so my silhouette will never be the same again. i think i forgot the spelling for that word.
and yesterday, i prayed that God would help me in the form of making two male teachers settle my situation as amicably as possible. both did! praise the Lord.
i dont want to mention the first one.
but my cross country teacher is so nice! cos he allowed me to self train
and i hope grace loke my captain forever sees this because i did run on monday and it was 6km which is very good cos i will increase it. and i even did exercises.
anyway back to my teacher! he noticed i cut my hair, again! then he was like : you go through 3 different hairstyles every year ah.
then i was like no la i had an emotional setback so i went to cut.
HAHA. then he was like erh then are you okay?
so i said of course! i'm only joking.
actually this makes me think of something.
some of my classmates said my sense of humour is very hard to get.
cos i always must indicate when i've made a joke after i've made it.
i don't know if i should feel honored at being complimented for being deep
or feel wacky cos i'm wacky.
the undiscovered evil one (HAHA) asked me to give a testimony on saturday. i don't mind.
church reminds me of crosscountry. groups that i don't attend much and thus find it hard to acclimatize to. firstly i have reasons! secondly i try! thirdly i'm an introvert fourth i feel like Ruth among the corn. i hope i've used it correctly since i just learned it in The Right Word which is actually a damn fun book. and fifth, i sincerely want to make friends but strangers will always be strangers.
actually this isn't entirely accurate plus it makes me seem desperate X(
life is a series of confusing convolutions.
why do people change? why do friends matter so much? why can't we be an island? why must we get angry?
today i went to eat at RI for what must be the third or fourth time this year and i'm glad to say i enjoyed myself and RJC should improve its culinary selections and standards since according to Maslow's hierachy of needs, food, not goop, is a basic need of humans to achieve self-actualization.
when will i achieve self-actualization?
CANDICE! â¥
10:36 PM
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