Tuesday, April 03, 2007
RAHHHH.
okay economics tutorial essay test tomorrow and i'm only halfway done studying.
whatever, i'll finish the second half
thanks to GIRAFFE i'm more enlightened.
and DAMN, more tests coming up! math and econs again X.X
i'm so tired.
had my first physiotherapy session today. and i think i amused the socks off the senior therapist there. who seems to like female patients but anyway i can't help being blur it's my first time!
it was a rather impactful session. in that i was told i'm highly flat footed and bowlegged, and therefore due to my structural problems i should consider changing my sport.
okay cool
so then i started crying after i came home from tuition. like immediately
maybe i was too tired.
of the fact that i'm injured and it's a long and expensive road to recovery
that i'm being pressured to return
that i'm being pressured to perform
that today was just too arduous because it stretched on so long
that the taxi ride was something of a ripoff and there were massive jams everywhere
that i'm tired of being stupid and investing my time and effort into something that will never be reciprocated.
but i'm glad i cried out all my disappointment and anger.
i know i'll heal, and this period is a little bit difficult but God is going to be with me and the most effective way i'll heal physically and emotionally, is to work at it!
before long, i'll forget.
and then to quote nelly furtado, you mean nothing at all to me.
okay this post is highly emo and suggestive.
what a first!
i should start quoting good charlotte and buy some eyeliner, skinny jeans like if i can fit into them and black/red chucktaylors.
CANDICE! â¥
11:32 PM
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